outlast what lasts forever

previous part: https://jordynsaelor.com/2026/05/14/brought-up-for-war/

all parts: https://jordynsaelor.com/cant-catch-me-now/

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burn.

With lightning

from their tails,

they

set the plant food haze

aflame,

behind lightning

from spiked tails

the moon deity

hid moas eyes,

with lightning from their tails

they blinded the rising sun,

with lightning from their tails

they hid their faces

so we couldn’t even see

what creatures burned our homes,

just their tails,

wicked spiked clubs

flashing by silver light

and crackling cabin fire.

The crystals

fell

like bombs

from whatever formed them,

obliterating nests

and wings

and beaks

and I cried,

ran,

and the dracans that could

flew

from the dawn’s falling shroud

but after the bombs all landed

the tails

still threw lightning

like chameleon tongues

and the dracans’ scaly legs

drew it

and my mechanical hands didn’t

as much

otherwise I would’ve fried

or maybe I did and my healing runes kept me alive

and I didn’t mean to be selfish,

to let dracans take the blows for me,

but I wasn’t really thinking

it was just:

light fire noise life run

run

from fires

and tails

and thundering bolts

until silence

on padded shoes and rocks

left me gasping for air

yet still

I hardly

thought of fighting,

I curled up in a rock pile

and my invisibility wore off

and I shuddered out all my fear,

then I cursed myself

for not thinking to fight,

I blamed myself

for not teaching Runabon

fire runes

or cold runes

or

cutting spells

and

there in the stones

under the magenta sun

a song shook the ground

of mighty hunters

feasting well tonight

and I crawled deeper into the rocks to hide

but watched

and memorized

the shapes of creatures who left the town

dragging dead dracans by their feathers–

no

no

don’t think of their names

just the creatures

with spiked tails

four hooves

two arms

and sharp teeth

moving east

and in my imagination

I drew runes

on each backside

for snapping bones,

boiling blood,

turning skin to mush or coal–

made up runes,

since I knew how to do none of that

but I pretended I did

I pretended

I could rescue dracans from the dead

I pretended

I could call down a moon deity

to defend its worshipers

I pretended

Ola

the boy

was brought up for war

and he could

fight these creatures,

he could

expect their appearance at dawn

and warn them

to back off

or face destruction,

I pretended

dracans’ claws

cut more than fish

and their mouths

were useful for more things

than scooping water,

I pretended

I was mightier

that I could fight

I could do more

than run and hide

until in the rocks

I fell asleep.

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