
As much as I demand it
let up,
anxiety keeps its boot to my throat,
leaving me
crevices to breathe
while all my instincts shout
get out
get out,
get up
run
before each smiling stranger
hiding fangs
(so hungry)
finishes the job–
mustn’t let
anyone see me this way,
I’m, yeah,
I’m okay
((an invisible cord around my ribs
squeezing my sponge lungs thin,)
tongue a knot
to say a comprehensible word or two,)
just breathe
prey to the predator
just breathe
pray to the sepulchre
that we make it out alive
just breathe
and breathe
and breathe
and–
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