***
screw karma
screw consequence
screw action and affiliation and
strings of fate
leading me blindly along to some divine end,
screw you
but not in the sexy term
if you were thinking that way
I wasn’t
screw you,
give me
pleasure
with no child
reward
with no relief;
these old witch bones
full of knowledge
from realms
and magic
deserve more
than any end,
undam my spirit
from this cage
of my own making,
Spirit,
kill karma
and put my whims on its throne,
Spirit,
raise its undead corpse
to praise me in its throes,
Spirit,
take away my shame,
Spirit,
take apart my blame
and burn it,
Spirit,
keep me warm
and hold me up from drowning,
Spirit,
I just want
to do
whatever the fuck I want–
***
ahakehaa;aah
(no more heart, summon spirit, yeah)
thrashing
cuts of darkness
ribbons
snakes across my skin
lahgaa
aaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAIII
(no more heart, spirit take me, gah)
flayer
naysayer
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Jordyn Saelor 